Grad school started. I have an unbelievable amount of reading to, um, read. A research project proposal to write. Classroom curriculum to observe and link to the readings. Group projects to do.
And I just don't care very much.
I waited until the very last minute to pay my tuition for this quarter. (And almost hyperventilated at how much it was.) WHAT THE HELL IS MY PROBLEM?!?!
Is it burnout? Does it mean I have doubts about wanting to teach? Am I just lazy?
Motivation...I needz it.