Grad school started. I have an unbelievable amount of reading to, um, read. A research project proposal to write. Classroom curriculum to observe and link to the readings. Group projects to do.
And I just don't care very much.
I waited until the very last minute to pay my tuition for this quarter. (And almost hyperventilated at how much it was.) WHAT THE HELL IS MY PROBLEM?!?!
Is it burnout? Does it mean I have doubts about wanting to teach? Am I just lazy?
Motivation...I needz it.
I can't give you motivation - nope. Nuh-huh. I haz nun.
ReplyDeleteAw, you'll get back into the swing of things before you know it. I very well could be burnout. It's not like you have NOTHING else to do with yourself, ya know? Being a mother, wife, daughter, daughter-in-law, etc... 24/7 can be draining!! Just try and keep the end in sight.
ReplyDeleteyou'll get your momentum going. what's that thing about if it was easy, everyone would be doing it?
ReplyDeleteyou love this. you'll get into it again.